all now to you

8 hours of printmaking followed by 5 hours of magazining
it was weird not to return to girls stomping around making a mess of my flatmates
bleh

hooray home
travel results in too many stories to tell
commence school panic
oh. my. god.
and leah you twerp
why do you have to go to africa

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today i thought it is not where i am but who i am. i was thinking i should get some souvenirs. i thought that leah left this morning and there wasn’t much to say or think about it. i miss american boys, american girls remind me of this. it’s good and fun and terribly wonderfully distracting! to have the girls here. please die bugs just thinking you’re nearby makes me itch. we’re having fireworks here on july fourth so okay.

paris smells like pee!

nameless street sweeper eric wareheim pierre magritte

they’ve immediately planted fresh avocados on the windowsills

they are here! it is great!

today
a package lost in the mail, giving up at the porta
aches and pangs and wanting to puke or at least not exist
stress for departure and arrival
at midnight it was like it never happened
and in the new today hannah and hillary will be in my town
in my country in my world here
dancing all night and meeting everything

i hate meta. no. i love meta the concept and i hate meta the font.
for the sake of the magazine and the 4 to 1 vote i will use it.
but i don’t have to like it. and i might be a baby about it.
it makes me think of a tired office building using windows 98.
at least i tried a little on version no. 2.

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i browsed “tumblogs” for once today
“ice cream” is a very popular theme
tumblr meta circle jerk
maybe i am just the jerk

i take it all back
recant and then cant again later
when it feels less close to home
but i have to keep it there

watch out or we might get lost in the lambdaMOO
easier than the real world circa 1990, circa 2010